my heart is an open palm, exposed and raw
In my land of bright lights you are effervescent -
Overwhelming at once, I am oblivious the next.
You are the palpable product of words I never meant,
Of clouded judgement, infinite dreams; my sweet Regret.
My conscience weighs you down and embeds you
Somewhere in the murky depths of this sepulchral soul.
Yet there is little want of redemption for what I do,
And you and your kind maketh the stories I never told.
Even now I would sing that I am yours, Yours!
As I believe you are mine in all your tainted forms.
Sucker as I am for your taste, touch and allure,
The beauty of folly is not weeping when all else mourns.
So this is an ode to my ill-fated penchant for
Secrets I have to keep, and everything that
I loved to hold but not to possess.
That I wish to forget, but forget to regret.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
boring day, period. went to the apple centre at ang mo kio to get my pod fixed, and now it's taken away from me for two weeks! ahh not like ive been using it for these few months. so bloody damn far, but i discovered that 36 goes to city hall, dhoby ghaut and orchard, so he he i guess my frequency of towning will escalate. need some self control man.
anyways, something different for a change, i've developed an interest in cooking! and guess what, i borrowed a cadbury cooking book from the library! it's gonna be so fun! it's like all about baking chocolate-related stuff and everyone was salivating over the pictures. he he i'm gonna be a baker! mom's elated to know that i'm finally getting in touch with my domestic side. she signed me up for baking lessons! i can't wait! hopefully i'll become a really good cook/baker/wtv and tempt everyone with my ambrosial cooking! :):):) but then, i'm not really all that into cooking stuff like fish, curry and the likes. i like baking a lot because i've watched mom bake ever since i was a kiddo, and yeah the smell of baking is like one of the greatest pleasures in life. jes walk pass a bakery and you'll know what i mean. i already know how to make cheesecake all thanks to my cherlynn dearest :D and i wanna learn how to make lagsane and pizza. momma knows how to!! i'm getting obssesed already, being the huge foodie i am :D and if im successful, i'll bake for the church and my darlings and my bombos!
hmm okay i shall go do my readings until midnight and then i'll turn in. nites all*
deupty bombo: YES must go shopping. end of this month? *other bombos: what say you??*
and my dear secretary yanibunny, don't worry kay, you'll be finee!! :):) God bless you!
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